Thursday, July 17, 2008
IS THERE REALLY ANYONE OUT THERE WHO WANTS TO HELP PEOPLE OR ARE THEY ONLY THOSE OUT THERE WHO WANT TO USE PEOPLE TO HELP THEMSELVES
I would really like to help people but I can't even help myself so how can I help others thats what I tell myself but is that really true or am I lying to myself.Deep down do I really only want to help myself.I ask others for help and they either ignore me or they say they're going to help me and really only use me to help themselves.Maybe others say the same thing I say,they can't even help themselves so how can they help others.Maybe its true.Maybe all the people who would like to help others can't because they can't even help themselves.Maybe all the people who can help people really just don't care or they may feel they're better than those who need help.Maybe they're the ones who use others to help themselves and thats why they don't need help.Now I don't know if thats true or not but I'm starting to believe it could be cause I have been looking for help not a hand out but actual help and I have not found it anywhere that I've looked.Maybe I've been looking in the wrong places but it seems like I've looked everywhere.I want to help myself but I don't know how.If someone would help me I would help them and I would help others I believe that.But in the end is that all I'll have the belief that I would help others if I could help myself but not ever be able to help others because I couldn't help myself because no one else would help that I really don't want to believe so please don't let that be what happens and leave me some comments.
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Hi Josey -
I found your name on Mybloglog in 'my neighborhood' and decided to read your blog.
It's hard these days to truly know who people are and what their intentions are towards others. I deeply understand your need to question the motives of others; people live in a great deal of fear these days and behave very selfishly because of it.
I feel as human beings we took a turn in the road that has brought us to a place of disconnection from ourselves and others. We have a great deal of healing to do in order to return to a true sense of our humanity,
For those of us who feel it, perhaps, more deeply than others and are painfully aware, we cannot allow the prevailing beliefs and behaviors of others to deter us from living and expressing the goodness in our own hearts. It's hard, I know. Gratefully, every now and then we reach out and find someone, or someone finds us. Someone who speaks the language of our hearts or understands the ideas in our minds and we realize that we are not alone in what we feel.
I just wanted you to know that I hear you and I validate what you are feeling. One of the things I have done in my life is help people. As a spiritual teacher, that has been my path for many years. If you would like to check out my blogs ( I also write),
they are:
www.thepathajourneyintothelight.wordpress.com
www.afallenangelspeaks.wordpress.com
Take care and stay strong! You are not alone.
From my heart,
Melana
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